Well! I don't trust anyone AGAIN until they give me a reason to trust them.
I guess you could say something bad happened to me to where I don't, but its more than that.
It has become like a phobia & traumatic to trusting people again :(
i confess that they really hurt me. Im usually too strong to admit im not okay or that someone actually brought me down but im completely broken. on top of everything going on with me i made myself completely dependent on some missunderstanding about me and my friends.. guess thats what i get for being a *****. now, i dont even know what to do with myself and I'm afraid to trust anyone again. makes no difference writting it here, they not gonna see it but i felt i should say it.. even if no one reads it. It feels like the one person i thought was truly real and there for me, was fake. as it was i had trust issues and the first person i let break through the wall i put up, knocks me down. can you even trust anyone anymore? i mean is there REALLY the ONE person you can trust?
how do you know if there not lying about everything? they maybe could not lie about the big things but lie about all the little things. does that count too? how many little things can you lie about before they become a bigger problem? if i lie about all the small details in my life, will anyone know who i truly am? i dont think so.. So even if you can prove that the one person you trust doesnt lie about the big things, how do you know there not lying when they say there not feeling well, or that they had a good day, or that they ran 2 miles in the morning instead of 4? dont those lies count too?
now i realized if there's no one is trustworthy, ever!
you can never be sure if someone is 100% honest.
everyone lies.
don't doubt about it, so don't trust anyone easily
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